La Duda

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Este año ha sido sin duda uno de los mejores, pero también uno de los mas difíciles, ya que ha sido el que ha traído mas dudas, temores, pruebas para mi Fe, y mis sueños.

Últimamente me he encontrado con muchas dudas sobre mi mismo, y sobre mis metas,  me veo al espejo y me pregunto si en verdad habrá algo mas. Me pregunto si en realidad soy tan bueno para las cosas que me apasionan, si en verdad merezco el perdón y amor de Dios, si podre escalar ese muro que cada vez es mas alto, hace unas semanas alguien me hizo una pregunta que me sacudió, una pregunta que me hizo caer de ese muro que escalaba con tanto cuidado y lentitud. No fue una mala pregunta, o con intenciones maliciosas, solo era la duda de alguien quien se preocupaba por mi futuro.

“¿Que pasa si no se da lo que tienes planeado, cual es tu plan B?”, 

Estas simples palabras me hicieron ver que efectivamente no hay, ni tengo, un subalterno objetivo. No hay otro plan mas que el A, el cual contiene mis verdaderos sueños y metas, hacer lo que de verdad anhelo y quiero. Pero esa duda me hizo caer, volví a ver el muro, pero esta vez era mas alto, y este asta arriba decía ‘duda’, me limpie la cara, y decidí tirarlo, no escalarlo, ya que no era un muro para hacerme mejor, la duda no era algo que me ayudaría a ser fuerte, solo algo que destruiría mis sueños, era un estorbo, entonces fui por un martillo y desde aquel momento lo he estado derrumbando, aquí es donde me encuentro, en el momento de la decisión, ya que no quiero dudar mas de mi mismo, la duda solo demora nuestros sueños para que parezcan imposibles de alcanzar. Ya no quiero que dudar, ya no quiero temer, este muro es el ultimo obstáculo que tengo que saltar, es el ultimo diablo que tengo que callar. Porque es cuando estamos increíblemente cerca de nuestro sueño, meta, o propósito, que hacen al diablo lanzar la ultima piedra para confundirnos.

No intenten escalar ese muro, tampoco se tiren al suelo porque es muy alto, ese es el plan del diablo, querer vernos rendidos.

Es cuando estamos enfrente del éxito que por ultima vez dudamos, solo tenemos que tirar el muro y decir,”Si puedo lograrlo”.

 Y Jesús les respondió: «En verdad os digo que si tenéis fe y no dudan, no sólo harán lo que se ha hecho con la higuera, sino que aun si decís a este monte: Quítate y échate en el mar “, así sucederá.-Mateo 21:21

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HOPE

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There are things inside of us that we can’t see (even with an x-ray), but that we know are there, hope being one of them. Life will always find a way to bring us to the ground, and we will forever (at the very least) try to move on, however when life truly strikes you down, and your beliefs, faith, and trust are all gone, theres always that little hope of wishing that things will eventually will get better, thats one of the reasons we see those posters that read ”hold on to hope”, because even in the midst of trouble, even in the middle of fear, this hope (as little as it can be) can bring you up. So, YOU must hold to hope, hope might be the reason that lost forgotten Faith returns. Hope is God’s last resource, for you.

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Take care guys, God bless!

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FEAR

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Now, this is, or has to be, one of the worst rivals we face, fear is just as bad as depression, you see, both work together, but somehow fear manages to attack everyone single one of us, depression is terrible, but not everyone falls into it’s claws, fear, however, fear is a threat we all face, we are all afraid of something, failure, darkness, an animal, a certain happening, etc…

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Fear is a huge deal, it’s also thanks to fear that our dreams can’t become a reality, fear pays a huge role in all of us. Fear can be this HUGE terrible thing, however, it also can be a HUUUUGE help. …how? It is thanks to fear that we are able to overcome something, fear is a barrier between you and your objective, fear is a threat, obstacle, barrier, wall, but its also a KEY, fear is helpful, because fear makes us brave, we can’t be brave if we don’t have fear. Some people think that those that are brave have never felt fear, that they have never been afraid, but those people are mistaken, you see, one can only be brave once he has overcome fear, so these ”brave” men, were afraid, however, they did not give in, they defeated that obstacle, that’s what makes them valiant. You might be afraid, I know I am, but if we trust God, our goal, and in ourselves, we will prevail, and WE WILL BE BRAVE…

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And for a lil’ help, heres a beautiful verse… 

Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me. -Psalm 23:4

HISTORY MATTERS

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The biggest complain about learning history is that we must learn and remember names of people that have already died, and that apparently have nothing to do with us, ”They’re dead end of story”. Right? But what we don’t understand is that we are more connected to those people than we actually realize, we read about guys that died searching for undiscovered lands, that died lost in the sea, but those people matter, not because they were someone, but because they died trying to accomplish, complete, fulfill, their dream… (which was finding land) and that right there, is impressive, we don’t realize the importance of that, that people died for their desires, for their dreams, and we must find that as inspiration, we must fight for our dreams, even though they might be hard to accomplish who knows they might inspire someone else, And back to the subject of the ”guys” they didn’t die in vain, their death inspired others, to find and SEARCH! Becasue they died doing something that mattered, that’s why we still read about them, because their accomplishments or failures still matter to this day, and that is why we should care about them, they are able to teach us about fighting and standing firm even though people might make fun of you because your dream/goal/desire is different from theirs, but like I said, who knows, your dream/desire/goal might inspire someone else. 🙂 Keep on dreaming, searching, and accomplishing, God bless you. And don’t loose the FAITH.

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A true Gentleman

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I want to start this year with a Poem I wrote like 2 years ago, pretty ironic to start the year with an already written thing, but I thought you people might want to check it out, thanks 🙂

I don’t dress like a gentleman because I am one, but to remind myself that am not, and that am battling to become one, because I can only be a ”true” gentleman if I have God in my heart, and for having Him I would need a Pure, clean, and perfect heart …right? And not this ugly, dirty, and crumbled heart. But actually, sadly, He indeed is there, here, surrounded by sadness, violence, depression, and sin, but why? As of now, I can only suspect the only reason He is there, here, is for me to listen to Him,

and possibly, most certainly, He’ll be able to transform my heart, into a gentleman’s heart,
and with that kind of heart I will be able to become a true gentleman.

You see, God is here to love, to protect, to forgive, to transform, and to clean.

God is in a daily battle against us.
He battles our evil nature.
He battles against the dirt that is our darkness.
He battles for our weak souls.
He battles for our lives, and hearts.
He battles against us to listen to Him.
He wants us to follow Him. 

Love you guys! Have an excellent day!

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