La Duda

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Este año ha sido sin duda uno de los mejores, pero también uno de los mas difíciles, ya que ha sido el que ha traído mas dudas, temores, pruebas para mi Fe, y mis sueños.

Últimamente me he encontrado con muchas dudas sobre mi mismo, y sobre mis metas,  me veo al espejo y me pregunto si en verdad habrá algo mas. Me pregunto si en realidad soy tan bueno para las cosas que me apasionan, si en verdad merezco el perdón y amor de Dios, si podre escalar ese muro que cada vez es mas alto, hace unas semanas alguien me hizo una pregunta que me sacudió, una pregunta que me hizo caer de ese muro que escalaba con tanto cuidado y lentitud. No fue una mala pregunta, o con intenciones maliciosas, solo era la duda de alguien quien se preocupaba por mi futuro.

“¿Que pasa si no se da lo que tienes planeado, cual es tu plan B?”, 

Estas simples palabras me hicieron ver que efectivamente no hay, ni tengo, un subalterno objetivo. No hay otro plan mas que el A, el cual contiene mis verdaderos sueños y metas, hacer lo que de verdad anhelo y quiero. Pero esa duda me hizo caer, volví a ver el muro, pero esta vez era mas alto, y este asta arriba decía ‘duda’, me limpie la cara, y decidí tirarlo, no escalarlo, ya que no era un muro para hacerme mejor, la duda no era algo que me ayudaría a ser fuerte, solo algo que destruiría mis sueños, era un estorbo, entonces fui por un martillo y desde aquel momento lo he estado derrumbando, aquí es donde me encuentro, en el momento de la decisión, ya que no quiero dudar mas de mi mismo, la duda solo demora nuestros sueños para que parezcan imposibles de alcanzar. Ya no quiero que dudar, ya no quiero temer, este muro es el ultimo obstáculo que tengo que saltar, es el ultimo diablo que tengo que callar. Porque es cuando estamos increíblemente cerca de nuestro sueño, meta, o propósito, que hacen al diablo lanzar la ultima piedra para confundirnos.

No intenten escalar ese muro, tampoco se tiren al suelo porque es muy alto, ese es el plan del diablo, querer vernos rendidos.

Es cuando estamos enfrente del éxito que por ultima vez dudamos, solo tenemos que tirar el muro y decir,”Si puedo lograrlo”.

 Y Jesús les respondió: «En verdad os digo que si tenéis fe y no dudan, no sólo harán lo que se ha hecho con la higuera, sino que aun si decís a este monte: Quítate y échate en el mar “, así sucederá.-Mateo 21:21

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GOD THROWS US CURVE BALLS.

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Hello world, internet, audience, or whoever is reading, my life has taken unexpected turns as of late, I’ve been so busy doing things I would’ve never imagined I’d ever do, for example am already 18, that’s HUGE! Ron-Swanson-is-excited
to be honest I’ve been 18 for a whole month now, and not much has changed in that area, I still play with lego, which I think is a good thing… That means no matter the times, I’ll always be me. But am not here to write about playing with lego,
Lego-Movie-Batman-Dang-It-Fail-Gif am here to explain how my life is going in a direction I would have never expected, I am a teacher, BAM! Can you believe that? I still can’t, I teach seven students in a classroom, me, 18 and already a teacher, that’s NUTS and awesome at the same time, it’s NUTSLYAWESOME! I totally feel like Jhon Keating,
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but to be quite honest am learning more from them, than they are from me… I wanted to write about this, about how marvelous yet unexpected life can get, I didn’t knew/felt what to write for 4 MONTHS! Thankfully am back, doing one of the things I truly missed, I suppose I wanted to share the beginning of this journy, with you guys, a journey I didn’t choose or asked for, one that was gifted from God, and one I’ll be able to learn from a lot, follow me on these new adventures I’ll be writing/filming/vlogging about, This (from my perspective) shows how God has a bigger more perfect plan for our lives, and although this new chapter has only been 40 pages long, And I can already tell it’ll be something like this

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AMAZING!

Take care guys! 😀

Suicide

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There are times in life, specially in my life, where I have felt like am not really accomplishing anything, like everything I’ve done in my life is waste time, that am not gonna fulfill those dreams, goals, and desires, that everything am about to do with my life is worthless, and uninspiring, and that my life has been the same as anyone else’s, but it’s not, nor it’s the same, it’s ok to want more out of our lives, but it’s not good for us to feel like we are worthless, because we aren’t, we have a purpose, we have a goal, wether we fufill that goal or not, we still should live, life is much more than just failures, depression and fear, wich is what makes us take the wrong choices, which is what makes us fail, which is what makes feel depressed, I know because I felt/feel depressed more than I should, and those thoughts lead me to think about ending it all, about being gone. But if I was supposed to end it all, what was the purpose of me being born? You see, the devil knows that we’ll move mountains, he knows that we have SOOO MUCH potential, and success right in front of us, that’s why those thoughts come, so that we don’t accomplish the wonders, so that we don’t save those THOUSANDS AND MILLIONS OF CRYING SOULS, I write this post because I know that am not alone when I say that fear, depression and death are big and ENORMOUS enemies, of our dreams, of our love, of our desires, I believe that I have a purpose, and I believe that you have one aswell. The devil just wants to be a stone in our path, so we should only pick it up and throw it away. And everytime you feel like death is upon you, like it is the end, go talk to the people that you love and that you know love you as much as you do, they are a great help, like my mom, she truly is an amazing person, and ofcourse there’s God who will always show you whats in store for you if you don’t give in.

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God bless you, and if you know someone that goes through depression like myself, send him this little letter, of encouragement, we are not alone. God bless your soul, for we are WINNERS!

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